16O2O8 - the promised we made (: i love your smile :D

2012-02-12T07:56:00.000-08:00

Day 48 ;

Flowerbed ~<3

2012-02-11T08:24:00.000-08:00

Hi all,

I didnt update or took pictures of the past 2 day's drawings.
Many things happen so i can only post blog now.

Will be starting exams kinda soon,
& den work :)
17 feb will be my checkup @ tan tock seng.

All the best,

P/s: I love qiiii :) xforever.
& i dare to say, forever.

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2012-02-09T06:26:00.001-08:00

Day 45;

I got side track, my temper got the better of me again.
I am not ready yet.
Never ready until i can make myself no temper at all.
I feel so stupid idiot moron asshole for making her sad again.
I am so not ready, i will just do my part and dont think so much now...

A jerk i am.

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2012-02-08T13:48:00.000-08:00

8 / 2 / 2012 Day 44;

Even though i seem to be fine.
Truth is, i still want you to be mine ):
Sigh ...

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2012-02-07T00:31:00.000-08:00

Day 43

I worry for her, i think its natural ><
If i dont worry, means i dont really love her.

Well, she's fine ^^
Always telling myself that :)

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2012-02-05T07:37:00.000-08:00

Day 42;

Decided !!!!
I will prove that forever love exists !!!!!
I will do my best with the little time i have left !!!!

I will make her believe.
Once again ~

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2012-02-04T08:48:00.000-08:00

Day 41;

Day 42; - Sunday 5/2/2012

I had always been jealous do you know?
Jealous of how u talk to other guys.
Jealous of how u flirt them.
Jealous of how they can flirt back, bully & disturb you.
Did you know, whenever i tried to disturb u, u just get angry.
Did u know how much i loved to ta qing ma qiao ....
I had always been jealous.
Even now, i still am...

I just chose to threw away my expectations of a gf.
Becos i accepted who u are.
At the same time, wanted to protect u, and was jealous so stopped you from doing things.
Arghhhh ! ):

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2012-02-03T08:29:00.001-08:00

Day 40 - 3/2/2012

I guess im happy enough like this.
I guess ..
Sigh ~

Time to start drawing ~

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2012-02-02T08:45:00.000-08:00

Day 39 ;

我搞不懂。

它须要个完整的家。

2012-02-01T08:54:00.000-08:00

Day 38;

我好怕。
从来没那么怕过。

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2012-01-31T08:10:00.000-08:00

Day 37;

Am getting use to life without her,
But am still missing her everyday, wishing she would come back someday.
Decided, not to have a new gf.
If she doesnt come back,
i shall work my guts out & earn big bucks !

P/s: I only love you when i am breathing.

31/1/12

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2012-01-30T07:47:00.000-08:00

Day 36;

Coughing,
Throat infection,
Body weak,
Sigh, & no one really cares ..

11.49pm
30/1/12

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2012-01-29T08:20:00.000-08:00

Day 35;

-Sick-
& no one cares.

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2012-01-28T08:14:00.000-08:00

Day 34;

You hate me,
But i love you.
I will just wait for the day you come visit Nano.

28/1/2012

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2012-01-27T08:32:00.000-08:00

Day 33;

Dont worry,
I am very relax, i understand what i am doing.
I wont hurt anyone at all.
I understand everything, so is okay,
i know what i am doing and what i wanna do.
She is my only love afterall.

11.59pm
27/1/2012

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2012-01-26T08:07:00.000-08:00

Day 32:

好想约你去逛街，
看电影，
看熊猫。。
和其他事。
可是，。。。。。。。。。

11.11pm
26/1/2012

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2012-01-25T08:33:00.000-08:00

Day 32;

This time,
I will always love you like the first day we met.
Remember how i used to tell you,
I love your smile.
& i still do.

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2012-01-24T06:57:00.000-08:00

Day 31 ;

很早以前，我就应该不管她的私生活！
我知道了，老天要我清醒，要我不能再乱发脾气。
这是为了她好。我们好。

要是将来我赚够钱娶她，我脾气如果像之前那样就不得了！
她会很怕。。
脾气改，想法也改！
那么，她就不会再受伤了。

新年快乐。

24/1/2012,
11.11pm

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2012-01-23T08:54:00.001-08:00

Day 30;

看到你发简讯给我了。
可是不知道你开心吗。
赌博到一半，会突然想起你。
好了，记得看NANO的FB。
好多可爱照片。

我爱你。

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2012-01-22T02:48:00.000-08:00

Day 29:
我好想你。
每天半夜都睡不着 ; 想着你。
希望能快点和你说话。
可是，你好像真的完全不爱我了。。
没关系，让我默默爱你。。

Here is the one for day 28..
Somehow its upside down, which i dk why.

Day 29;
怀念我们一起吃冰淇凌的日子。。。

Ipod is just left here with us until CNY is over..

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2012-01-21T07:46:00.000-08:00

有些人叫我每天text她一次，让她知道我想她。
可是，我看还是不了。
等她以后text我吧！

画到一半，可是12AM了，
所以明天再post照片！

我们会慢慢等的。

-Day 28 ; 11.50pm

2012-01-20T04:21:00.000-08:00

以前答应过你，却又从犯，我知道你很恨我，也可能不相信我了。
没关系，我明白。
我发现，以前答应你，可是却没真正了解到底为什么你会伤心，只是叫自己不能再犯。
所以到最后又发生了，就是应为我没好好了解原因。

可是，我可以大胆的说，我终于明白了。
你的思想，我醒了，明白了。
我会消除在我电脑你socialwebs的link.
不会在去看你所做的事，应为是你的生活。不是我的。

现在，只能希望，能跟你通电话，我就心满意足了。
就当做当初的时候，不管你的朋友，不管你自己的生活，
我既然会忘掉那么重要的事情，是我太笨。
应为爱你，所以不会再逼你，就让我默默的，暗地里爱你。

我告诉了自己，是我爱你，不是你爱我。
是我追你，所以，就像当初的时候，不管你的朋友，不管你的生活。
我明白了。
我会默默的等待你再和我说话的时候。。

Day27；

Nano今天好可爱。

这首歌，不完全代表我心，
不过，就想放上来。。

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2012-01-19T03:59:00.002-08:00

结束了。
两年，我会回来。
请你，好好保重。
好好照顾自己。
我爱你，所以，请你要幸福。不相信我没关系，应为将来你就会明白了。

加油了我。要成为大家看得起我的。
不要在想那么多。
默默地爱她就满足了。

那么多年以来，我从不为任何东西哭过，
为了他，我不介意对人看到我哭。

再见了，我最爱的你。。。

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2012-01-18T04:53:00.000-08:00

Hello, i am back to posting.
Today is Day 25..

看见那件事情，你知道我有多难受吗？
我发火，我不能容忍你被骗，被看不起。

还没玩呢。

这是，第14天的画，就是我停止Post部噢可得隔一天。

对不起，是我太伤心生气。
赵城的结果。

18/1/2012 ; 9.04pm

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2012-01-06T06:08:00.000-08:00

Day 13:

Me stupid , forgot to take pic again.
Maybe cos i am tired so most nights forgot to take pic of drawing before going bed..
I still love her alot, nvr fade even after these days.
Still waiting (:
..

Forever love,
& i mean it.

6/1/2012 ; 10.12pm

2012-01-05T07:29:00.000-08:00

Day 12:

Went to school as usual,
So yea, she came to see nano ^^ & me?
bahhhh !
oh well..
Tired so shall sleep now ~

你喜欢就好 (:

5/1/2012 ; 11.39pm

2012-01-04T08:07:00.000-08:00

Day 11;

痛苦，不过。。
虽然你毁了我们的约定，我也伤心又生气，
不过我还是爱着你。。

希望你会被感动。。。。

4/1/2012 ；《3

2012-01-03T07:23:00.000-08:00

Day 10:

Original:

Happy Kitchen : Soft Cookies.

Tell me why,
am i silently crying each day.

3/1/2012 ; 11.33pm

2012-01-02T05:49:00.000-08:00

Day9:

水不停的留下来。
何时才能重复当年的感觉。。
每天，不停的盼望着那一天的到来。

新年，新的一年，
让我们再来好吗。

想起我们所一起做过的事情，
忍不住了。
皮提溜个不停。
我知道自己做得不够好，
我知道自己很没用。
我还在等，每天心里痛着的等。
不知何时才能实现，我自能默默地等待。。。
心，好痛，好痛。

2/1/2011 ; 10.01pm

2012-01-01T08:15:00.000-08:00

Day 8:

Today was normal..
First off with Nano's Pictures~

So, made Happy Kitchen Cupcakes with her!

Thus ending with..

Original Pic~

Thats all for today,
School's reopening soon..
Hopefully all will be fine.

End with http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TIy3n2b7V9k&ob=av2n (:

1/01/2012

2011-12-31T10:10:00.000-08:00

Day 6 & 7 ;

Original:

Today is New year day!
Went to fetch my love from countdown.
Reach at 11.30am, waited for her ~
-shy shy- *so skip skip*
Send her safely home!

Everyday, without fail.
31/12/2011

2011-12-30T10:32:00.000-08:00

Day 6;

Last day of work uh.
School gonna reopen..
Sigh, guess i'll be counting down alone this year.
-In Progress-

30/12/2011 ; 9.37pm

2011-12-30T05:34:00.000-08:00

Day 5;

Original

2.38am, 29/12/2011

2011-12-28T07:28:00.000-08:00

Day 4;

Original Pic

Alright, so today sent her to work, after that headed to work myself.

Guess is shud renew my passport uh ?
but $80 sia =='
But still ... i have to ba...
ok thats all for today, really very tired.
Goodbye.

11.32pm, 28/12/2011

2011-12-27T07:18:00.001-08:00

Day 3;

Original Picture:

So loving it !

Alright, so work today!
Bought a GIGA PUDDING !!!!!!!!!
Hope its nice..
So didnt eat lunch with her today as i am working and she lunch with colleges.
Thats fine, tml also cant >:
Tml work 1.30pm & 3pm !
Urghh.
Oh well, afew more days & school will reopen......

好多烦恼。
希望一切都美好。。

27/12/2011 ; 11.26pm

2nd day

2011-12-26T05:39:00.001-08:00

Day 2 ;

Ugly, Stupid, boring, yes i know...
Have to brush up my skills, skills rotting ...

So, have to buck up !
..
....

Today has been normal ..
Sent her to work, ate haagen das for lunch (no pics uh i forgot take!)
Too tempted to eat?
Well, waited for her until she off work.
Been so long since i waited like this!
It might not seem / might not be special to you anymore ...
but at least it will remind me that you are most important.
She off work and went to fetch Nano awhile,
at least let her see Nano she will smile abit..

Look up in the sky, but there was only 1 star,
But there is still a star.

Basically thats all today.
Will be working tml so yeah ...
Gotta go ~

I will jiayou

26/12/2011 ; 9.53pm

A new Chapter ..

2011-12-25T07:59:00.000-08:00

A new Chapter ..

Its been a long, long time.
It was my fault.
That is why, no matter how hurt i am by her words,
i will not complain, because it was my fault.
Thus, i will paint a rainbow starting today.
25/12/2011 ; 11.30pm

I will keep painting, keep keep painting,
no matter if i am hurt,
no matter wad happens to me,
as long as im alive, as long as these hands dont die,
i promise, she will see the rainbow.
& that rainbow, shall never fade again.
As for I, will keep on colouring it.

25/12/2011 ; 11.50pm

2010-10-05T06:08:00.000-07:00

Now this is the reason, why WE are together <3

Have been busy busy busy with working.
I am super shag ttm already. Its time to rest !
Just 2 more days of work & thats it.
Time passed real fast..

Avery ~

We went this house fix bed.
4 beds go 3rd floor. climb stairs until leg pain.
Siannzxzz Iraq de queen's relative son leh.
4 security guards, 1 personal cook, 4 maids. (Y)

Lazy to type le.
Somehow, miss my dear ):
felt like hugging her ...

Signing off ~

2010-10-01T06:23:00.001-07:00

Its time i made my blog alive.
Its time i took up my pencil & draw.
Its time to start finding back those feelings.

好长时间没有 Post blog le.
终于继续 Post le.
我很伤心 .
哭 le.
后悔 le.
我很愚蠢 , 我真的是白痴 .

最愛你的人是我 , 怎麼捨得你難過 .

我恨我自己
我恨我自己
我恨我自己 .

抱歉

2010-06-27T09:28:00.000-07:00

Freak, damn. Nightmare for the whole week.
Monday - Maths test
Tuesday - Commendation review
Wed - Analog test
Thursday - Microcontroller test?
Friday - TelTec test?
Dammit, i am afraid. Seriously ! of tuesday.
Weekends need chiong OOP project? nah, but Cost Accounting Project need chiong.
ok bye.

2010-06-24T10:49:00.001-07:00

Im sorry.
I am just feeling so tired.
So troubled.
So stressed.
So so useless.
Maybe thats why, for the past few days, i've been not caring.
With tons of projects, tests and review.
Really, feel that i've slacked too much.
Have to start, there's no time to waste.
I am worried abt next tuesday. Yes, it is a commendation.
But, i would rather not go there again.
It hurts.
Its my love for them, & you.
No one will understand :/
Well, hope it all goes well.
Signing off, oyasumi.

2010-06-03T08:15:00.001-07:00

Uhhh, so okay today was a bad day but good also ?
Wore formal for presentation today + need bring laptop. den 5pm reporting.
Thats why ma fan and tired.
The shoes made my legs and feet all blisters at least 5 on each feet.
Sad. Pain.
Oh well,
Reporting is now 7 weeks once.
Not bad.
See how bah.
Last few programs le.
hmmm pic pic ~
feet too pain to go find dear after that . ):

kuku bird ice kachang ! i ate half of this in one mouth non stop.
No brain freeze, but stomach jitao FREEZE @

Something that i dig out that day :D

Thank you , for ur time and effort. i wont forget how much u took to make them.

Poor avery ! poor poor thing.

Well, currently Lvl 29 le.
Now going play to 30 once i post hao blog.
So byebye !

UPDATED:
Lvl 30 le. Stupid -.- fuck maple.

Signed off @ 12.07am

2010-06-02T08:57:00.000-07:00

Hello. Today studied until 3pm , den met up with dear.
We went out together (:
Ate at sun plaza and head to SSC .
Shopped around daiso and slacked around .
Went back sembawang and eat nice wanton mee !
Curry puff & train to marsiling.
Went ntuc and see dear home.
Den i went home & played maple.

Stucked at lvl 19 for today.
Tml sucks.
Wearing formal for presentation, den need bring laptop.
Den after sch 5pm reporting.
Den idk go where.
Wearing formal and carrying a laptop, maybe i go home bah ....
See first. Poor dear.
And Sat i cant go starfest with dear ): x100000000 x infinity...
2pm got program .
Alright, hope after this week, there will be nothing much le bah.
But got alot projects and test coming up.
Life's super busy.
Lucky i got you, there for me to pei me destress <3
Good night !

2010-06-01T08:42:00.000-07:00

Hello people !
Officially opening back my blog ~
There is just so so much that i wanna write.
Fuck la wanted to post pictures but my laptop bluetooth cant work.
Maybe need go down and find Courts liao.
kk gd night -.-

I love you.

2010-04-26T09:34:00.001-07:00

Its been so long since i posted blog.
Just been so busy & lazy.
Tired ah.
fucked up life man.
Should i join kick boxing?
I dont know.
Fed up ah.
I am tired.
Fuck it man, super tired.
*Jump Sea*
Sleep time.
Buhbyes.

2010-04-20T08:45:00.000-07:00

Blog has been dead like fuck.
Just a recap of wad happening to my life.
Happy 26 months.
Got LG JOY GM730 .
& sch has started.
Well, there's just so much things i wanna do, with so little time !
Hope for the best.
Cyah.

2010-04-03T07:59:00.001-07:00

Cupcake small de shi hou <3

Babys ~

Ham ham ):
R.I.P

Those babys ~

Shud i get a hamster again ?

2010-03-27T07:40:00.000-07:00

HIHI ! so long never post ~
Now now, should i get SE Satio? T<>T
IDK ! Anyway, im left with 3 days ! Den officially finished cso :DDD
DEN SLACK SLACK + work part time.
hahaha.
Okay, im getting bored of everything ><
Anime ~ Game ~ BORED BORED !
I WAN WATCH HORROR FLIM RAWR !
Ok sleep soon :3
byebye !

2010-03-23T09:07:00.000-07:00

I passed all !

Just a few more days, and i will be done with it.
And then, next goal, is to close my file.
I must, no matter wad.
Everything will be fine, telling myself that.
I walked forward.
Even they can make it, me? i'll definately do better.

2010-03-20T10:13:00.000-07:00

People cannot gain anything without sacrificing something.
You must present something of equal value to gain something.

2010-03-18T09:27:00.000-07:00

I freaking hate this virus canxzxzxz!

To yishun JC's teacher ; "fuck you man, i nvr rude to your students u say we rude to them, mind your words. Complain somemore, Gerald use plan 2 let u have goodnight sleep. "
JC teacher big fuck? Then go better JC teach la, dont stay in lao ya one.

Becos, i was talking to gerald only. Dhen the teacher say he WITNESS and SAW us talking rudely to his students.
But the fact, we did not even talk to them.
Somemore, he complained & say why we go and serve the foods den his students did nothing.
Just trying to cover up them?
-.-

There comes to a point in your life when you realise who matters,
who never did,
who won't anymore,
and who always did.
So don't worry people from your past.
There's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.

2010-03-16T06:25:00.000-07:00

I know you are still mad.
But seeing you smile, even just once or twice.
Then i am happy.

Thank you, for your smile.

2010-03-15T07:54:00.000-07:00

although it doesnt seem happy, but i would still like to thank you for being there for me, for these 25 months. I really love you for that. just being there, is acutally all that i wanted and needed. May have yelled at u sometimes, but no matter wad, u are still the most important. Stay happy always. i love your smile

2010-03-14T09:06:00.000-07:00

Even if this didnt happen to me, i guess it would in other areas. Therefore, its not your fualt. Its my attitude problem.

6th day of my nightmare, 12 half left to go.

2010-03-10T07:07:00.000-08:00

3 days down, 14 half more to go.
I EVERYDAY GO FIND U HAO BU HAO? LOLS ..
<3

2010-03-08T04:47:00.000-08:00

1 day down, about 15 more to go ):
Gambatteh ..?
Hiash, feel so emo..
Time, please, i beg you, pass faster.

2010-03-07T07:25:00.000-08:00

Ate MOF ytd with my beloved dear (:
Avery going back today.
Tml working.
Missed one program ):
Miss one check.
Bad days.
Guess i'll have to accept the fact & move on again.
~~

Life doesn’t give you the people you want.
It gives you the people you need.
To help you. To hurt you.
To love you.
To leave you.
And to make you into the person
you were meant to be.

2010-03-05T07:35:00.000-08:00

Tired uh?
haha..
Nightmare is coming ~
But once i pinch myself, it will all be over soon isnt it?
Yes, be sure to stay happy.
For i will, always be here and nvr leave again.
I cant, and i wont.
die die die die also wont leave again.
Alrights, Mina ~ Oyasumi.

2010-03-04T09:29:00.000-08:00

Watched Alice in Wonderland.
Was nice.
There's been alot on my mind lately..
Only when im with you, i can throw all those troubles away.
And have fun, smile with you.
Those lonely nights, they keep coming back into my head.
Things would not be over, until it finally is.
Until that day, nothing shall go wrong.

2010-03-03T08:32:00.000-08:00

And it shall never die, but in fact, grows stronger(:
for our love is true.

2010-03-02T08:24:00.000-08:00

I've finish the drawing.
I swear it looks 10000% more nicer in real.
Time for bed.

2010-03-01T07:07:00.000-08:00

A letter was put outside my hse today morning.
Here it says : A check was done on 28 Feb 2010 at 10:30pm and you were not home.
Actions can be taken against you.
Do contact your PO as soon as possible.

ONE BIG PROBLEM HERE:
YOU THIS OLD AH PEK KNOCK DOOR LIKE NVR KNOCK LIDDAT HOW WE HEAR?
SOMEMORE WE SLEEP LIAO RIGHT.
KNOCK HARDER LA, CALL LA SAY HELLO ANYONE HOME?
SUCH SIMPLE THINGS ALSO NEED ME TEACH U?

Thats not all.
Fine, i called my po & the manager.
And it seems like they were all not in???!?!
THE WHOLE DAY?
-.- thats it.
Left them messages and went to study.
Nothing really went into my head.
If i fail my exam tml, its all becos of u , u old ah pek ._.
Goodbye.

2010-02-28T08:08:00.000-08:00

Went to Zoo with 7 others today , due to Grace& her father having free tickets.
I chup in cos less one ppl x:
Well, had fun.
10 yrs since i been to zoo and it didnt really change much .
Tsk, tired.
I ate dam lots and i am here in the middle of the night feeling hungry. Lol.
Dam, tuesday final exam.
Den might be working soon.
So freaking effing sianzxzx can.
Well, all well ends all i hope?

Thx guys & girls for the today :D
Qiqi<3

2010-02-27T07:40:00.000-08:00

Our love's just like fairytale ~
Only us two and no one else ~
You leave me in love ~
All that i could think is you.
How beautiful that it could be~

BLAHHH.
ok la, tml go zoo.
OMGOMG 10 yrs or so since i go zooo HAHAH.
My nightmare coming back soon.
Guessed i will just finished everything up uh?
Dhen it would be like nothing...
All the best, Good luck jef.

2010-02-25T09:23:00.000-08:00

WAHHH TIRED AND SLEEEPY ! AND HUNGRY AHHHH.
TIME TO SLEEEP DAO SHUANGGGG !
:DDDDD
Tml program so sian !!! last paper coming sooon !
DEN CSO, DEN WORK !
GAMBATTEH !

2010-02-21T18:51:00.000-08:00

I am currently studying now, well, kinda.
I am tired.
My worst nightmare have yet to come.
It will soon come true.
But it will soon be over too.
Just, bear with me.
I am afraid, very afraid.
Of many things out there.
But i have no choice but to continue walking down the road, even if there are broken pieces of glasses on them.
Tml is maths paper.
Thursday is Analog.
Next tuesday is Netcom.
Right here and now, i am worrying..
I have to go.
Signing off.

2010-02-18T10:42:00.000-08:00

I feels so tired.
My exams are coming, so stress ):
Hope can do well....

2010-02-16T08:15:00.001-08:00

Happy 2 years my love,
Although you're sick, but at least we're together(:

You're the only one i desire.
Words cant express how much i feel.

2010-02-16T08:15:00.000-08:00

Happy 2 years my love,
Although you're sick, but at least we're together(:

You're the only one i desire.

2010-02-11T02:27:00.001-08:00

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TODAYS TEST FOR DIGITAL MEDIA AND TECHNOLOGY IS FREAKING EASY AND GUESS WAD, I FORGOT ALMOST ALL THE FORMULAS AND THAT MEANS, ABOUT 35% OR MORE OF THE PAPER WASTED WASTED T.T

HIASH !
ONE BIG HIASH FOR THE PAPER.

2010-02-09T07:56:00.000-08:00

This is the nendoroid i wan, i die die wan !

2010-02-08T10:29:00.000-08:00

I swear, it looks better in reallife pic.
My cam sucks ):

2010-02-04T07:54:00.000-08:00

I just came here to say: I love you.

Hope i can work this saturday.

2010-02-03T09:14:00.000-08:00

THIS GUY ROCKS , HE OWNS PETER CHAO :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wW5ohDcPvno&feature=player_embedded#

2010-02-01T09:11:00.000-08:00

I wanna cry.
As much as any other idiots would.
Its only been like 2months +.
Everything seem like a dream.
I haven post in a long long time ..
I just suddenly had the urge to post.
But no pics.
Dont felt like posting an pics.
Today was stupid.
wad was i thinking..?
I dono, at that moment of time, my mind was blank.
felt like banging my head against the wall *knock*
hiash, wtf am i doing now ..
i dont know anymore T.T

:Imsorryidoloveyouveryverymuchpleasedonotignoremeicantlivewithoutyou):

2010-01-26T08:15:00.000-08:00

Why does 2010 seems so busy for everyone @.@
Half dead already!

2010-01-25T07:39:00.000-08:00

so tired ~
Today went to fix the camera with deardear.
Is at vivo there !
Dhen went Sg plaza and dear bought something !

Pics of last time x=

I kei kiang, wan use combo smash kill it, den i didnt pot my hp so i die lol.
den ltr i went male boss, kei kiang again, den die.

Hate to climb this hill~

OMG idid this while working,. SHHH

Hi pra.

Dear bought these !

nice right . full set ^^
okay la i tired le tml will be sucky ~
byeeee

2010-01-21T08:29:00.000-08:00

Boo, its end of thursday.
Friday once again.
Let me tell u guys abt my life.
Next week is the last week of school.
Den will be 2 weeks of common test week.
Followed by 1 week study leave , den 1-2 week exams.
So freaking stressed ):
But, everything will end soon.
MY STRESS WILL END SOONER OR LATER.
As long as we hang on till march.
After that, it would be a whole lot easier ..
Alrights, gtg.
There's a mock test tml.
Tata.

2010-01-20T05:39:00.000-08:00

Very tired and bored.
Gonna sleep early today *MUST*
Addicted to WhatCha Say (:
Listen to it ! by Jason Derulo ~

Alright, gotta go.
Im very very fan nao ):

2010-01-19T07:54:00.000-08:00

I've been feeling very emo these days.
I hate everything.
The flashbacks, why do they keep coming?
The future, seems so near yet so far.
Is everything gonna be alright?
Somehow, my heart is empty.
Issit becos of fear ?
I just dont know, i no longer know.
I just, feel that my life is somewad messed up.
I am tired.
I really am.
Haven been able to take one day of good resting.
Time just seem so slow yet so fast for me.
School work is pilling up like a moutain, my troubles are increasing like rubbish dump.
When will my nightmare finally end?
I just cant see the light anymore, i just cant see that day coming.
Seems so far off ...
What is happening? Am i dreaming?

Fcuk those flashbacks

2010-01-18T08:02:00.000-08:00

Pictures & words just cant explain how much i miss your yummy foods.

I can still rmb that obento u first made, it was so nice(:

Those yummy cookies that always made me sorethroat & i dont mind :D

Can i plweaseeeeee eat them again?

2010-01-17T08:35:00.000-08:00

Phrase for the day;

I know you haven't replied, but I can't help but check my phone.

how sweet, isnt it?

2010-01-16T06:20:00.000-08:00

Happy 23th month my love !
Ty for being there, and being understanding(:
Thanks for everything.
Thanks for ur eyes pa stamp also xD
But, in future, i shall give u a good life.
Just wait okays ? (:
Alrights, did cso this morning till afternoon ~
Wanna finish it up asap.
Dhen deardear fetched me <3
den we go eat cavana :DDDD
Today de is nice !
Dhen we went ssc shopping xDD
Well, im having a bad headache the whole day.
Now feeling better and going bath sooon.

Chicken chop !!!

Chicken Lagsana ~

Im happy

Im sad ):

Once again, Happy ..

CHEESE ! :D

TWIST ~ :D

There's only 5 words i wanna say.
Thank you & i Ai you (:

lots of love ~

2010-01-15T08:46:00.000-08:00

The time now is 12am, Happy 23th month anniversary my love.
will always love you.
bear with me alrights(:
Big hugs, love.

2010-01-12T07:12:00.000-08:00

Tml first lesson = DIE
DIE DIE.

This is my desktop now :P

This is dear de ~

Izzy say i look like Bou from Antic Cafe <_<

My cute lil asshole.
Tired of mapling.
<_<>

Tml sch ends at 3pm.
I GET TO GO OUT !
like finallyyyy.
i have little going out time ):
for now.

2010-01-10T05:09:00.000-08:00

This is dear's desktop.

And this is mine, MINE :D

Yeah, alot happened this few days.
& once again, i realised.
She's the most important person.
Now, i am loving her more and more.
Once again, the 'dont wish to hurt you' feeling is back.
So, shall be more caring from now on (:

2010-01-09T04:52:00.001-08:00

Sorry to say this, but i dont feel that im in the wrong here.
I feel that the fact is, u are petty.
You got mad over small thing.
I just said its late already, and u got mad.
My fault?
I mean, ok, maybe i do have fault.
But not totally mine.
So i dont feel the need to always bow down to you, when i really did nothing.
I am tired.
I have a fucked up life.
People who are more concern, are supporting me and my probation , rules and all.
I am, fucking happy, if u can just support me through this.
I am the one with the fucked up life now.
And i am still living, for the sake of who?
You, and my family.
If not, i would rather be inside.
My father skipped work to support me.
I see my frens, whose gf waits outside for hours and they dont mind.
I am jealous, cant i be?
Maybe u arent in the mood not becos of just now, maybe its becos of some other things.
But seriously, ask urself.
When i am not in the mood or arent happy, what do u do?
If you cant do things, and yet expect other ppl to do it.
Im sorry to say this, but its selfish.
It shows that u're still young.
What can i do to make ya happy?
Everything i say, doesnt seem working.
I ran out of ideas.
My pen stops here.

2010-01-06T08:03:00.000-08:00

Everyone has been so busy.
Time seems like so little these days.
Time passes so fast too :/
Well, tml getting back maths test results.
I failed my Analog T_T
but not the worst, so xDD
no confident of maths results ~ sure worse T^T

And i finally registered my NS thingy.
All thanks to Norman.
If he didnt remind me, i would have TOTALLY ignored that letter and comfirm kena brought to court -.-

Deferment<3>
And FarmVille cheat my feelings . say gimme holiday tree le but no have T__T

Alright late le, im going sleep.
Signed off @ 12.06am
Loving, Qiqi.

2010-01-03T18:09:00.000-08:00

Stupid !
PRavind scam me 30m -.-
he buy all my ores 3k each, den sell 80k & 100k each -.-

Ytd 12am+ played the events :DDD

Yeah now in school playing laptop !
Finally can connect to internet :D
I know, long time never post blog.
Been so lazy and busy . BUSY.
Deleting my laptop stuffs -.-
Too laggy alrdy.
ok bye.
_|_

2009-12-30T03:08:00.000-08:00

EOY pics are below ~
i lvl 70 le .
so boring.
nightmare starting.
Love Qiqi..

Yivon get 2nd place. grats

HAHAHA
ok bye!

2009-12-24T08:56:00.001-08:00

Merry Xmas !
My life these few months will fucking suck.

Signed off @ 12.57am
just bear with me,
alrights..?
i need ur encouragement..

2009-12-23T06:36:00.000-08:00

Hi lovely.

Doing CSO these days.
Tiring.
Hate hate hate.
made games ~~

Shhh, dont tell boss i did this.

nice bo? :D
never step power ok.

Avatar tml ! or chipmunks :DDDD FINALLY TML 11AM OFF WORK HOHO !

Signed off @ 10.42pm

2009-12-20T07:04:00.000-08:00

Love her, forever.

Icecream <3

AsiaSoft Xmas

Happy family..

Alright, time to buck up.
Time will pass.
It all will end, soon..
Jiayou jef !
....

Signed off @ 11.16pm

2009-12-19T08:25:00.000-08:00

Seriously, tml is the last day of my dreams.
Nightmare starts next week...
When will it end..?

Signed off @ 12.26am

2009-12-18T09:19:00.000-08:00

I have nothing to say.
So so stressed.
So so tired...
Can i just die....

Congrats to dear on promoted to sec 5.

This kid make me sick.
I was solo-ing mm, WoshiiHeng came ks.
Den iAmHeng came.
Shud be using 2 comp that guy.
Dhen come talk alot cock.
Call alot names.
Think he very pro?
127 and 107 nia.
My aran 59.
ltr mm spawn liao, limpei kill first.
they nvr hit dao .
Geez, thats wad i call pro.
Still very gl, keep call dog dog dog.
59 win 1xx =.=
I go radian, ks iAmHeng.
he cc like mad.
in the end, bring woshiiheng come .
He think 127 xbowmaster can win my ranger
at zmm we ks, i hit 90% of the mobs ._.
in the end, woshiiheng run, den zmm 1am spawn, iamheng hit NOTHING again.
I 3 hit zmm die.
Owned.
Lose to both 59 aran and 100 ranger =.=
sibei noob.

I defame woshiiheng like mad.
Although is iAmheng kpkb me.
But im very certain they're the same person or in the same room.
like me and daren.

k, gtg sleep.
better if i just die.
bye.

Signed off @ 1.41am

2009-12-15T06:15:00.000-08:00

I am not in a good mood D:
So tired.
Anyways, Happy Early 22 months my sweetheart !
Shall go work on something now :3

Signed off @ 10.18pm

2009-12-13T07:50:00.000-08:00

I am tired of studying!
I wan to study, but have no mood ):
So shall stop here!
And continue tml.
Maths CT tml ! GOODLUCK ALL AND ADD OIL :D

Its been so long, long, long.
Since i went to the movies.

Signed off @ 11.52pm

2009-12-12T08:06:00.000-08:00

Brought Avery watch Sesame street !
She very funny siah
only when Elmo came out , den elmo's song,
she dam hyper and danced !
the rest of the sesame street, she dont even care.
LOL

She bully me, and she act guai =.= !

Finally asleepy.
Only sleep alittle bit today niah

ok tummy ache i go lao sai le bye

Signed off @ 12.20am

2009-12-10T07:33:00.000-08:00

The lastest trendy song in our class !

RUSSELL FROM UP !

Family

Wan's shades

And yes, i cut-ed my hair.
Do you have the balls to do likewise? (:

Im so gonna take pic with dear tml ! *pulls*

Signed off @ 11.39pm

2009-12-09T07:49:00.000-08:00

Nice phrase uh?

I hate this week's school.
Everyday made me bad mood.
First off monday - forgot do homework , rushed, and still need stay 1 hour to finish it after school.
2nd tuesday - forgot got practical test. sch ended later den usual.
3rd wed - today, fuck up. Project cancelled. After maths course manager came to talk ( i ran off after awhile ) One lecturer complain to my pem abt wad i nvr go sch since 24 nov.
First week since 24 nov, he not in sch he mc, how i see him?
2nd week, i got other thing on cant go sch on that particular thursday, he not happy.
den today( 3rd week ) -.- tml is his lesson, still wanna complain.
~~~

After school finally, met dear.
FINALLY CAN, so long nvr tgt.
Together also not long.
Went NP ate ~
Dhen i went cut hair !
Den see her home.
Dam, i love her .
i hate maple.
take so much of our time away.
guessed i wont be playing maple much these days anyway.
Tml will be dam fucked up.
Tml i WILL bad mood the whole day.
ZZzzzZZZ Fuck la still got equiz haven do , den friday got test xzzzxzxzzzzzZZZZzzzz
DEN NEXT WEEK COMMON TEST ZZZZXZXXXXZzzzzxzZZZZzzzZZz
Dam messed up life.
bye.

(L) her forever..

Signed off @ 12.20am